Happy Birthday !!
At least that’s all I can say to you
Apart from this distance, our distance.
Heck, I don’t even know where you were.
I know almost nothing I can tell about you.
I lost you long time ago, without ever actually made you mine.
Life is hard. Yet, there are lots memories to remember.
You have the first eyes I adored.
The one that looks so deep and so big.
Which I recognized as a cat eyes.
Yeah, I know.. it can’t represent yours.
Not even close.
It’s funny to feel something so strong.
Just by looking directly into them.
It was a shame for never letting you know.
Of something that I’ve been hiding.
For not telling you the truth.
Of how I really feel about you.
Call me stupid, silly, ignorant.. not to dare to admit it when I stand a chance.